... Yeah... It's been a while since I submitted some journalz, but... This one. Yeah, will be annoying, so. If you don't want to read, don't... Read. Just...
Well, do you have already feel... Bad? For something you...Should be... Proud of? Or... Well, at least, that... Shouldn't bring you down?
Add to that the fact that... This thing, for me, is just... Are just shots.
I used to be in love. It was like... Some years ago. I don't think I fell for another guy after that. I just liked them. But not the way I loved him.
And, well, we broke up. Once, and I realized I really loved him, and we got together again, after months of... Me being depressed. And we broke up again. Well, I broke up, again.
Stupid me? Hm... I don't know. It was... All I could do, the only solution to make the... Both of us happy, you now? In love... Didn't mean happy for me, so I thought it was the best way, not to lose... Ourselves, and... I was afraid to lose my friends afterall. So. I broke up. I was pretty... Happy at this time, I thought I wouldn't mind.
After two years now I found... Well, I was searching some photos, and I had a lot of laugh since I fell on that.img261.imageshack.us/my.php?im…
Nice shot, isn't it? ^^'
It's awfully taken, I guess, but it was enough for me to be like... Oh shit. **heartattack**
The girl standing... Well, the lil' bit of girl standing you can see on the right. Is me. Two years ago.
And... On the left, there're two guys? The one with the blue shirt is my teacher. He was... Pretty cool. And the other one, at his left, with a black jacket... It hurts me to write that, that's so ridiculous.
He was my boyfriend. My first love.
I can't help keeping good memories about the time we spent together, even if it... Wasn't worth it, even if I...Shouldn't.
It seems that... The liar he was... Just disappeared to me, and just left the 'good guy' in my mind. So stupid.
That's... Just damn confusing to see that. It's been such a long time... :/
TADAAAH. It's.. All. I nearly cried. Pfff. Silly me. I'm just happy I can't love anymore, I won't be such a fool now. ^^'
Does it ever happen to you?
Ah, and huh... Sorry for the retarded replies, I have problems with them all. ^^'
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